future plans

This morning, I made plans for us

and our future that doesn’t exist.

I got in the car and drove nowhere,

just sat and wondered why.

Last night, I had fights with us

that you didn’t hear until I was

defeated by my own self-loathing.

Tomorrow can be some new 

future I make up in my head. 

But let’s not rush.

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